Varied Experiments With The Writerly Self by Soul-scribe Anjleen

Block

Almost after ten days, I write. I wonder what stopped me. But I can see it is a block in my heart which makes my neck stiff, my breathing a little heavy. The things I do easily without effort are my sessions and studying for college. The more I study, the more I feel full of life and joy. The moment I have to write or think of writing, I feel this heaviness in my chest and arm, I think of all the pending chores and tasks at that very moment. Yes, I am avoiding something but what?

Just Be

So serene, so beautiful

The sunlight on the big green leaves

The grass like a carpet 

With shadows playing on it

The wind is as if slowly moving

So as not to disturb the leaves

So in freedom

The bees go about their job

The birds lazily chirping 

And not to miss the dog

Enjoying the wind, the sunlight

The crisp monsoon fragrance

As I look, I wonder why I am low

The drama of life is slow

But why can’t I just enjoy the flow

Can I not learn from the plants

The leaves, the grass, birds and bees

To just be me

Not worried, bothered, smothered over the nitty-gritty of life?

Just be me

Just be me…

Like the butterfly

Like the shadow of the tree

Like the grass that caresses our feet

The sunlight shining on all regardless, free

The big leaves swaying, dancing carefree

Just be me…

Flowing. Busy. Selfless. Carefree

Giving. Loving. Patiently smiling

Me – the soul divine in bliss

Just be

If I could think good of all

Regardless of whether they are right or wrong

If I could forget all the wrong

And accept it as the will of God

If I could overlook the manipulation 

After all, a person does, all out of love

Love for his life, possessions, fame

If I could overlook the lies

Other people tell

As their way of joy

As their simple way of saving their grace

If I could focus more 

Not on justice

But on divinity, joy, God

Life would be so peaceful, calm, happy

Above all

I would focus on things to be done

Efficiently, effectively, spontaneously

Just be

Raise your frequency

To be happy, to feel healthy

Raise your frequency

You may be down in the dumps

Feeling sad, confused, depressed, lonely

But just raise your frequency

How will I raise my frequency?

Well, I will use my sight, my touch, my hearing

To see, touch, hear the Divine

And with this magic

I am in the frequency of the Divine

Feeling joyful

A beginning

A beginning

Every morning is a beginning

Every day we gather the strings and begin

We know not where we flow

But every day

Day after day

The journey continues

Some strings break during the journey

New things are made 

Some are given up

A beginning requires closing

Closure is so important

Closure of situations, feelings, projects, perception

Closure to experience completeness

And with that completeness

Starts another beginning

Another day